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Oh, Jill I donā€™t think Iā€™ll be able to adequately say how much I love this. The Chieftans are the sound of my childhood, Irish Heartbeat was on constant repetition and is the soundtrack to all of my earliest memories. Thereā€™s not a note or lyric from that album that isnā€™t engraved in me somewhere. I did the 'click' immediately after you said, ā€œItā€™s music made to put a spring in your healā€, because Iā€™m half Irish, too, and my body doesnā€™t know how not to. You speak to the complexity that this music holds, that we hold, so beautifully. ā™„ļøā˜˜ļø

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Irish Heartbeat was actually the album we were dancing to, in the home video. Circa 1988 so Bells of Dublin wasnā€™t out yet. Wrote this trying to reconcile things I loved when I was little with .. other things. To use your words: thought about you a lot while writing this. Somehow knew you of all people would get it. And youā€™re half-Irish too?! šŸ¤ We should start a club. This strange, manic-melancholic, brooding island... itā€™s an inherited grief. But boy can they spin a tune and lift a heel

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Oh, I get it. Yes, on my fatherā€™s side, making it all the more complicated. Manic-melancholic, brooding islandā€¦when you say it like that I realise just how in my bones the country is. Must say Iā€™m grateful to be a part of the tribe who gets to have their hearts gripped, crushed and ripped wide open by our motherlands melodies, thoughā€¦ Yes to a halflings club!

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Fatherā€™s side too šŸ¤

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šŸ¤ David & I just danced wildly around the kitchen to The Wren in the Furze, so thank you for that xo

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Youā€™re so welcome!! ā¤ļøšŸ”„ Happy holidays to the both of youse xx

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Thanks darlin, and to you and the gang ā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļø

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To both of you, I also love this so much and it made my morning. I am American and a smidge Irish, but this was the ancestry my German grandparents chose to claim post WWII (my Dada was a POW in the camps), so I just thought we were half-Irish. Saw the Chrieftans in concert in a dingy VFW hall for an Irish Festival near Jersey City, NJ around 87/88, even, and our family played this album every Christmas and the others throughout the year. My father and I danced to one song at my wedding, it was fast & whirling. So many good feels and memories and yes, all the other, more complicated family stories amidst it all. Thanks for this, Jill!

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šŸ¤šŸ¤ thanks Rain, love reading this! Very jealous you saw them live, Iā€™d give a limb or maybe a digit (a small one) to see them live. Less and less likely with each passing year - no concert dates currently posted. šŸ˜¢ Lucky you to have seen them!!!

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Oh I wish you could have seen them, too! Such a bummer it is unlikely to see them in the future. šŸ˜” Yes, very grateful!

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We had a Chieftans album on heavy rotation on road trips and such when I was a kid. Similar feelings.

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šŸ¤ in good company then x

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Love a good dark backstory, Jill, especially involving childhood memories. The story told by the list of collaborators on that album is a volume in itself - Burgess Meredith? Marianne Faithfull! Elvis Costello?! šŸ¤©

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I know right?! Casual A-list.

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Dec 5, 2023Ā·edited Dec 5, 2023Liked by Jill

Strange, it makes me feel, to come upon this marvelous piece while listening to "The Bells of Dublin." Oh, that child...

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Thanks for reading Henry. Enjoy šŸŽµ

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Honed, tuned. One of my absolute favourites, purring upon release from your engine room. More please.

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More hours in the day please!!! šŸ¤ŖšŸ¤ŖšŸ¤Ŗ I just said to Joel ā€œimagine if I could just write all day, Iā€™d be so productiveā€. Thank you - you, Kenneth - for the encouragement to make it a reality, some fine day. šŸ¤ŒšŸ”„

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You're right to crave those more hours, and may you conjure them. It will sound like cold comfort, but no one can write (well) all day, and "productive" is so, so often over-rated or artifice.

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God, I love this piece. Van Morrison Is the hard and crusty, patron saint of all our family gatherings. He is a living embodiment of darkness, wrapped in nonsensical levity and joy. Thank you for reading this piece too. I know how tedious that exercise can be firsthand but itā€™s so worth it.

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šŸ¤£ Love the image of patron saint Van Morrison, blessing the choir and presiding over a mass of whiskey shot sacraments....

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Love it! My daughter's name is Wren and we have a "king of the birds" book that leaves out the part about falling to the furze. I had no idea it was a folk tale. Adding this to my Christmas playlist and will see what little Wren says about it. I'm told I'm Irish, Scottish, English, and Polish, and my wife has German and Italian ancestry, so I guess our children are the mutts Europe, sprinkled with American pride and shame.

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Oh I hope you (and she!) like it Ryan. I think itā€™s bloody brilliant and so Christmas-y but youā€™re the music expert!! I canā€™t put it on without jigging. Please let me know how it goes down šŸ™

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This is the magic of Substack. How else would I ever have come across this song and been able to listen to it with the great background you provided.

Thanks Jill!

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Iā€™m so happy to share it with you David! šŸ„° Itā€™s a song (a whole album actually) that gives me enormous joy. Also: the album Irish Heartbeat, if this kind of music is your cup oā€™tay ...

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Very steerage! I was 15 when this came out, but remember my dad (both his parents were from Dublin) listening to it at Christmas. I actually made a point of listening carefully to all the Christmas songs I had grown up with, and some were surprisingly dark. But that's Christmas, very dark and empty if you look too closely. It's ours to make.

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Best not look too closely then I guess... unfortunately I have an omphaloskepticā€™s inability to look away šŸ˜‚

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That was lovely. I named a character in my third novel, Wren. I like the sound of it, and the way it looks on the page. Now I know the interesting backstory thanks to you.

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Itā€™s a lovely name šŸ™Œ thanks for reading Camila, so glad you enjoyed

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I so enjoyed this post, especially the main wren story. Beautiful (if sad). Thank you!

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So sad. Itā€™s like the old Scottish gannet-slaughter that Robert Macfarlane wrote about in the Old Ways. Canā€™t understand it at all, like so much else that eludes me

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Thatā€™s lovely Colleen, thanks so much for reading and enjoying šŸ™ of course feel free to link, itā€™s much appreciated! ā¤ļø

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